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Name: Yoshimi
Country: Japan
Metro: Tokyo
Birthday: 1/20/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: hmm.. hobbies?? manga-making, spending quality time with our PC, cooking !! especially pastries!! (I love baking) Anime, Naruto, Weib Kruez, anything by Yuu Watase, Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne, RahXephon (my latest addiction), J-Rock, Hyde, PLC, Daishi, Gackt, Myavi, Aucifer
Expertise: manga making
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Yahoo: khris_takarai


Member Since: 2/11/2006

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

whoa!!!!! 0.o;;

uhmmm..
it's really been a very long time since I last submitted an entry here...
I kinda miss the atmosphere...
I've been really busy these days... well.. mostly it's becuase of school work.. (-_ -)

my life's been like hell and my world has really been crazy!!!
I once submitted an entry here... it's a poem..  and it describes my feelings for one of my close guy friends at school..

well.. I think...

he's feeling "something" for me..
I don't know!! that's why I'm in such a wreck!!
I don't know what to assume anymore!!!
And as i recall it, ha said that I'm his BESTFRIEND!!!!

damn!!!! damn!!! damn!!!

but do bestfriends hold hands while walking?? watch the sunset together?? and kiss??...

i'm confused!!! help me... 3=' (


Saturday, March 04, 2006

obstacles...

It's been hell of a week!!!!

I've encountered several exam , reporting and debate!!!

I'm glad it's all over!!! but I still have more stuff to tend to..

like presentations on Sociology , Chemistry , and P.E

and me and my groupmates haven't practiced anything yet!!

I'm so stressed out!! I don't know where to begin..

besides the presentation, I have a lot of subjects to study!!!

*sigh*

oh well..  that's all!!

back to work then...   


Monday, February 27, 2006

a boring day...

(this entry is for Feb. 27 , 2006)

It's he's birthday today..

but I wasn't able to greet him..

(aww.. I'm sorry..)

besides missing to greet him, I also turned one of my characters in RO into a knight..

(yey!!! ^^;)

uhh..

it's a boring day 'cause I finished all my school work yesterday..

so, nothing much was left for me to do..

oh well.. that's life!!! ^^;

hmmm..

that's it!!!

I wonder, what will happen to me tomorrow??


Saturday, February 25, 2006

relieved...

(this entry will be a poem composed by me)

 

I'm really happy

because I know that you can't love me

that lessens my hoping

which ends my hurt feeling

 

I knew from the beggining

this feeling would be nothing..

nothing but pain and sorrow

not like getting with by cupid's arrow

 

I guess love would be nice

it's just a matter of rolling your dice

in this game that i can't handle

where everything is a gamble...

 

no matter how I try

I will always be hurt inside

but don't worry about me

I'm happy being free

 

NO! these aren't tears of sadness

but rather, tears of happiness

never mind me

I'm happy as long as you're happy.. :' )


Saturday, February 11, 2006

confusion...

damn!!!

I'm so confused!!!!

and Valentine's day is almost up!!

I was hurt!! (again) and I can't bear it..

everything that's happening is not on my list.. It's not according to my plans!!!

now someone's coming back, and I don't know how to welcome him..

 

I'm feeling so dizzy right now..

I don't know what to do or what to believe..

damn!!! damn!!! damn!!!

I wanna erase everything!!!

even my memories...